Dear
9-year old Alex, you struggled in math and you chose to make a terrible mistake
that you’re going to regret for the rest of your life. You’re smart and
competent and you know way more information than you give yourself credit for.
In 4th grade you learned multiplication and the use of times tables. How hard
it all seems now but wait until you’re dealing with math mixed in with the
alphabet as you go higher in your education. The math gets more hard and confusing
and you struggle to pass with even a D. Simple math like long-division,
multiplication, everything that you will wish you could be doing when you get
to high school and college.
Multiplication
is your weak point and you need to study hard and focus. Don’t be scared to ask
your parents or teacher for help. Every week you had a test on the
multiplication terms that you had learned that week. Oddly enough, you were
able to pull off good grades on all of them even though you didn't quite
understand most of them. 6x12, 5x4, how much easier can math get? Then comes
the final test with a mix of all of the multiplication problems possible from
1-12. I know you felt unprepared, scared, and felt like you weren't going to do
well, but you need to work on just doing your best and if you fail, then you
fail. If you pass, then you pass.
You
made a terrible decision that day that will always been in the back of your
mind to taunt you. You disappointed yourself, your parents, and your 4th grade
teacher that you looked up to the most. You had made the horrible decision to
cheat on that math test and you got caught. Seeing the hurt and disappointed
expression on your 4th grade teacher’s face will haunt you for as long as you
can remember. He knew that you made a terrible decision but chose not to do
anything further than to call your parents and tell them what happened. You
cried the rest of the day at school and on your way home. You knew that when you
got home you had to deal with your parents. You were upset for weeks and didn't
want to even go to school. Just don’t cheat. Simple as that, Alex. You’re
better and stronger than that. Cheating is never an option and it is just not
worth the pain and the guilt. Your parents will tease you about it well into
the future because they won't believe that you could even be capable of
something like that and every time, it will feel like you’re being stabbed in
the gut.
Never
focus on the negative aspects in life, Alex. Don’t worry about failing a test.
All you have to do is go home and put in a few hours of studying by yourself or
with your parents. Make sure that you know the key concepts of whatever you may
be learning in class. Pay attention to your teacher, take notes, and ask
questions. I know you’re shy and very quiet but you need to speak up if you
don’t understand something. It is so crucial for your education and you need to
get over your shyness for the time being and talk to your teacher even if it may
be in private. You never turned in a late assignment so not doing your homework
was the problem. I know your parents have told you that you need to get
straight A’s and nothing less, but you can’t let that run your life. Yes,
getting straight A’s is an amazing goal and achievement to have but you just
never steep so low as to cheat. Failing is actually a key to success. You try,
you fail, you try, and fail, and soon down the line you’ll see that failing
actually pays off when you put forth all the effort that you have in order to
succeed in life.
You
may have thought that you could hide that tiny little calculator under your
legs, but that was a very dumb thought and decision. Sure, you could have
gotten away with it but what would that have taught you? You don’t learn
anything by cheating. How would you feel when you got that test back and saw
that you got a 100% but only by cheating? You’ll feel guilty and that you
didn't deserve that grade. Cheating is not worth losing the respect of your 4th
grade teacher or showing your parents that you’re not trustworthy. You don’t
want that one mistake to linger over your head for the rest of your life just
because you were afraid of failing. I hope you take my advice into
consideration when the mere thought of cheating pops into your little head. You
are even aware that you have bad luck and that you can’t get away with most of
the things that other kids can. Take that test, try as hard as you can to
recall what you've learned, and accept the final grade that you get. You’ll end
up with a big old ZERO as your grade anyways if you cheat. Be the strong, smart
girl that you are and never think to cheat. Ever.
Love the old and wise,
Alex Hatala
I know how you feel, I have always struggled with math and I want to be a mechanical engineer so it is very hard for me. I think that you felt like you had no other way to pass your test other than to cheat. I wouldn't beat yourself up over it. We all make mistakes and that was one that you greatly learned from.
ReplyDeleteWe've all done things we regret and wish we could take back. I think you gave your younger self good advice about how to make it right in the future. I think the most important thing to do in a situation like that is to learn from your mistake and never do it again but you should also forgive yourself.
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